Current mood:

content

It's been sometime

 Well I haven't updated this in i don't even know how long but it doesn't really matter because nobody tends to read them. :)

Amber hasn't been here the past couple days and it feels so weird, like i can't even explain it to you. We had so much fun and we went looking at stuff for our APT. I can't wait for that either. Finally we will be on our own, and we can start fresh. 

So yesterday Nikki left and it sucked. I hate saying goodbye to people. Its the absolute worst. The thing that sucked even more was that I didnt even get to say goodbye to my peanut. I mean seriously....gahhh. She will be in CT in April for her sisters wedding so I will drive up to see her :). April can't come soon enough.

In about 22 days I will be owning ass at the Take Action Tour and its going to be SICK. Me and my brother are going, gotta yo bro's :) and Jeffy wants to go to. That should be interesting but defintaly a good time. After that I'm going to be pumped for the New England Hardcore and Metal fest. :) :) :) I need to save my money though 130$ for a three day ticket and thats really not even that bad, its totally worth it.

I guess I'm done for now and next time I won't take a million years to update this

P.S I'm going back to school. Im excited but really nervous. Jessica says she wants to come with me to and that will be good so we can both push eachother to go and finish, except if I remember correctly she was always the one I was getting to skip class with me tehe.

WAIT one more thing!
Okay I don't mean to sound bitchy but I have just realized that you can't make everyone happy no matter how hard you try. All you can do is do your best and be there and listen to someone when they just need someone to talk to. It just bothers me when you try your best and all they do is throw it in your face. If i didn't care about you then I wouldn't try. Sometimes things never seem to make sense. 
This whole ----- thing is getting to me as well. I'm pretty sure i've wasted way to much time on something that has "almost happened" key word "almost" I can't wait any longer and its unfair to make someone wait like that. There is always an excuse for everything and I hate that. What are you going to do when you run out of excuses? Its time to grow up and face your fears because if you don't your going to be stuck on repeat. I just really hope that he is being sincere in the things at he says because i hate people who fuck around. I feel like he's lieing to me. I'm think i'm putting to much thought in to it. I'm just parnoid. Yeaaa thats it...

Well I guess i wasn't really done but I'am right now
We shall meet again.